When we all of you finally realize, that i'm not that simple, you want to know more about me, take some of your time to understand me.. you want to know who i am, find out what i'm made of. I'm sick of people looking down on me, fuck, you don't know a thing about me.. When i open up to other people, they cut me down, when can i trust someone? Can i trust you? No. Instead i'm out here writing this blog to people i don't know....
Maybe, it's time to let go, time to give up, go away and start again. Maybe, it was a mistake, it wasn't worth it. What was will stay in the past, what is to come will come, what is now, what is now is what is now. Soon maybe, i'll just disappear, goodbye to people that i care about, but don't care about me. Goodbye to the things i love most, to the people that i love, to the orchestra that i poured my heart out to.... My time is up, off the stage, goodbye friends, the finest group of people i have ever known, if you guys are reading this one day, be it near future or a long time away, i just wanna say, thank you. To every musician, be it amatuer or professional, that ever gave me something to move on with..
No one tries, even though i try so hard.. Can you understand me?
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