Useless

All this time i've been trying to prove myself, taking risks, an undefined amount of sacrifice, i did them for you guys, but ... (here goes).. you don't give a fuck about how i feel, you don't know, all the tears and blood i shed and lost for all of you, you never gave me consolation, i left, you didn't care, no word of advice, no nothing. So fucking pissing me off...

I tried so damn hard to keep up, to help you, the people, all them fucking idiots that don't give a fuck about me, you seriously think i'm stupid? Well, you proved that, and don't think a fucking second i would return, i will NEVER help you again, all the wounds, you don't care. Even after giving up everything i come back to help you guys, fine, you did it , without me, I'M DONE. I'm sick of all you jerks, you idiots, you fucking a-holes that don't appreciate or care about other people, THINKING your the best. Good riddance, i don't want to have a shit to do with you.

All this time, i've been hurting, and you, you're older than me. I sought for guidance from you, what did you give me? NOTHING! I tried so so much to gain your respect, to keep up with your impossible expectations, WTF?! You don't care do you?! Even after practicing again and again, taking blow after blow of all the shit you throw at me, you made me this way. Why did i trust you?! Why? All you cared about was winning, all YOU cared about was yourself.

Bet you didn't expect me, of all the people to stay dedicated huh? Lucky you... Maybe i'm not the best choice, and i could tell that you ain't happy with how things worked out, how things ended up with, i bet all of you are, not happy, you all hate me, for the position i'm in. I guess you chose me because there was absolutely no one else, nobody else, i'm just a sit-in, just for my certificate, you don't care, i'm useless....